i don't want to bum anyone out since we're all going through this shit together. and it feels like since i'm a leader, people are looking up to me for stability and i can't let them know i've just been bottling this shit up and i'm about at max capacity.
BUT JESUS CHRIST. GLADSTONE. i gave up my normal-ass life and my potential football scholarship to bet on this dude and he's a piece of shit and also dead now (rip) and i feel like an asshole because i just want to hit him like a piñata and see if money falls out so we can get fucking paid.
I could be wrong, but I think we've all sort of reached maximum bummed at this point anyway. I get what you're saying about being a leader, but I don't think that means you have to act totally unaffected. You have every right to be upset, and that doesn't make you any less strong for it. Like you said, fuck Gladstone! But we don't have to worry about getting paid if we all Fuck his lies and fuck everything he took from us.
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Date: 2019-06-02 12:14 am (UTC)[Russ]
[...] Are you actually okay?
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Date: 2019-06-02 02:11 am (UTC)[lee]
no, this is a cry for help but i'm trying to be funny about it
RussLee
Date: 2019-06-02 03:36 am (UTC)Oh. AreYou don't have to be funny, you know. You can just ask for help if you need it.RussLee
Date: 2019-06-02 09:06 am (UTC)BUT JESUS CHRIST. GLADSTONE. i gave up my normal-ass life and my potential football scholarship to bet on this dude and he's a piece of shit and also dead now (rip) and i feel like an asshole because i just want to hit him like a piñata and see if money falls out so we can get fucking paid.
RussLee
Date: 2019-06-02 02:44 pm (UTC)But we don't have to worry about getting paid if we allFuck his lies and fuck everything he took from us.