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finchwoodacademyI can't believe I saw the sun rise this morning. I miss winter break already.
[Merry]
[...] Hey.
[...]
We're good, right?This doesn't need to be weird?
[Hadlee]
Hey.
[...]
You still pissed?
[...]
For the record, I don't have a favorite dance partner.
And I don't feel cursed but maybe it's too early to tell.
[Merry]
[...] Hey.
[...]
We're good, right?
[Hadlee]
Hey.
[...]
You still pissed?
[...]
For the record, I don't have a favorite dance partner.
And I don't feel cursed but maybe it's too early to tell.
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-03 03:40 am (UTC)what do you do?
is it routines you practice
or do you move and see what happens
?
didn't i just tell you :)
i kind of disappeared
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 03:43 am (UTC)[...]
Yeah. I guess we both did. Just to different places.
[...]
Were you lonely?Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 03:53 am (UTC)i don't do anything like it
and i like to learn how people make art
are you happy to return
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:05 am (UTC)Sorta. I don't mind being on my own and I got a lot done but this place feels weird when it's empty. Both of my roommates were gone too. [...] Are you?
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:25 am (UTC)yes and no
i'm glad to get back to work
i started to feel
emptaimless, with no trainingno structure
i guess
but it was
overall
quite lovely
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:33 am (UTC)[...] Yeah. I get that. There's a lot to do here; it's sorta hard to put it off.
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:36 am (UTC)i like to dance
at parties
but i think [...] i'd get bored
i might like to sketch though
unless that'd be weird
exactly
it's [...] hard to describe
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:53 am (UTC)[...]
It's just obligation, isn't it? But worse. Because it's not just something that we ought to do, but something that only we can do.
It's a lot.Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 04:57 am (UTC)or just [...] recording the feeling
patterns of movement
yes
it comes close to what you might call fate
if you wanted
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 05:00 am (UTC)Yeah. I guess. [......] I don't like the idea of fate much, though.
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 06:36 am (UTC)Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 06:43 am (UTC)Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 06:52 am (UTC)but how cliched
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 06:53 am (UTC)Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 07:03 am (UTC)but an absolute idea like fate is comforting
i could believe in patterns of history and action and truth that we are part of
whether we like it or not
but that can be changed
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 02:03 pm (UTC)Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-04 06:40 pm (UTC)because how could we?
the absolute exists beyond the mundane
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-06 05:13 am (UTC)We do understand some things, though. Even if it's not much in the big scheme of things.
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-06 05:34 am (UTC)enough to keep us moving
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-06 06:17 am (UTC)[...] That 'things we don't understand' column got a lot more crowded in the last year, though.
Lucy/Dallas
Date: 2019-01-06 06:33 am (UTC)you just didn't know