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[dallaslevy]

I can't believe I saw the sun rise this morning. I miss winter break already.

[Merry]

[...] Hey.

[...]

We're good, right? This doesn't need to be weird?

[Hadlee]

Hey.

[...]

You still pissed?

[...]

For the record, I don't have a favorite dance partner.

And I don't feel cursed but maybe it's too early to tell.

Comments

Dallas/Merry

[dallaslevy]

I mean. Nobody can know everything about you. Even without stuff like this. [...] Sounds like it's sorta complicated, though.

Sometimes I do. [...] My mom died when I was little. And it's hard not to wonder if he was different before that. You know? I don't really remember.

Dallas/Merry

[expansivemind]

Sorta, yeah.

[...] I'm sorry.

Dallas/Merry

[dallaslevy]

Think you'll figure it out?

[...] Thanks. Just how it is, though. It's all sorta abstract to me. But it's not for him, so. [...] Yeah. I worry about that.

Dallas/Merry

[expansivemind]

I think it'll be fine, eventually. When I'm a little more grown-up.

[...] I can't imagine not having my mom, but I've never even thought about what it would be like for my mom not to have my dad.

Dallas/Merry

[dallaslevy]

You don't feel grown-up now?

[...] I don't think it's the sorta thing you think about until you need to. What's the point?

Dallas/Merry

[expansivemind]

Not really. I mean, more than I did in like, middle school. But I don't feel like a grown-up.

I guess you're right.

Dallas/Merry

[dallaslevy]

That's fair. I guess it'd probably be short-sighted to think anything else at fifteen.

[...] Sorry.