finchwoodacademy | late evening

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late evening

WARDED TO NEAL

Hey. Do you have a minute?

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What do you know, my schedule just cleared up. :)

What's on your mind?

I just thought we should talk before tomorrow.

Today felt like it lasted forever, didn't it?

[...] Any last minute ideas?

Yeah. [...] I think it's a bad idea to go in there while we're mad at each other.

I'm not mad at you. [...] But I can understand why you'd be mad at me.

I feel like you have been.

I [...] know I haven't been easy to deal with lately. There's something that I've been trying to figure out, but ~~I'm not ready to~~ it's nothing. I don't want it to hurt the squad, or you.

Okay. [...] I'm not trying to pick fights with you. ~~But~~

I know you're not. You hate fighting, don't you?

[...] I shouldn't have said anything about you and Noah.

I don't think anyone likes it. [...] But yeah.

It's [...] fine.

I'm not mad at you.

Maybe. [...] But I'm sorry. Just in case you did care.

Okay.

~~Att~~ [...]

Make sure you get enough sleep tonight.

I'll try.

[...]

[...]

I'm not mad at you, either.

[...]

That's a relief. [...] You're my friend.

Maybe not always a good one. [...] I've been frustrated [...]

Come on, I can always count on you.

What are you frustrated about?

It's just [...] personal stuff. I shouldn't take it out on you, anyway.

It's not taking it out on me, it's [...] me offering you an ear.

If you feel like I've been mad at you, I've been taking it out on you.

[...] What's wrong? Are you alright?

~~I'm f~~

[...] I've just been [...] angry, lately. Not at you. Or anyone. Just [...] in general. But [...] I can deal with it on my own.

But you don't have to.

I think I do.

Why?

I don't want to be somebody that puts my anger into the world or makes other people deal with it.

Not many people do, but we're all flawed. It leaks out.

A lot of people don't care.

[...] I can work through it myself.

[...] I care.

I know.

So tell me.

[...] That'd be a long conversation.

I wouldn't mind.

We still have to get our sleep tonight.

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