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[lucillefer]

[a respectable 30 seconds after this]

[1] hi

Comments

Lucy/Dustin

[lucillefer]

[1] against what?
[...]
[some minutes later]
[2] birds + scythe
[3] be alert to incoming danger
[4] cut through the chatter in your mind
[5] you may need to make difficult negotiations
[6] perhaps with yourself, perhaps with others

Lucy/Dustin

[highercalling]

[1] Dogmatic constitution, mostly.
[2] So, [...] my mother and God, depending on who you ask.

[...]

[3] That seems to be true more often than I'd like.

Lucy/Dustin

[lucillefer]

[1] these things are just ...
[2] a different way of putting thoughts in order
[3] why should god be jealous of tiny tricks

[...]

[4] our life and our lot
[5] do you
[5] do you ever feel ... tired ?

Lucy/Dustin

[highercalling]

[1] I've been told He's very particular. It's the tiny things that bother Him most of all.

[...]

[2] Mm.
[3] I [...] Sometimes.
[4] Honestly, sometimes, I [...] lie down and I can't see how it is I'll ever get up. [...] But, you know. Then I do.
[5] What about you?

Lucy/Dustin

[lucillefer]

[1] freak for control
[2] he should bother himself with a vacation
[3] give someone else a chance :)

[...]

[4] i feel like i'm dy
[4] i'm a brain held up by strings
[5] but marty is teaching me to fight and
[6] so my flesh drags less lately

Lucy/Dustin

[highercalling]

[1] Unfortunately, it's been hard to source a replacement in His absence.

[...]

[2] Do you ever [...]
[2] I'm glad someone is thinking.
[3] I have whole days when my brain feels a million miles away. Like sleepwalking. [...] It's [...] not such a bad thing.
[4] [...] You couldn't have a better teacher.

Lucy/Dustin

[lucillefer]

[1] i can think of several viable candidates
[2] but
[3] chaos and discordia are hard sells

[...]

[4] ... i never really stop
[5] familiar haze. i get that too when i'm not wel
[6] but it feels good to be ... present
[7] i feel strong when he pushes me around
[8] is that strange ?

Lucy/Dustin

[highercalling]

[1] No. No, it's not strange.
[2] [...] Not to me, at least. It's [...] possible I'm not the right person to ask.
[3] I think [...] fighting [...] demands presence. So. Maybe that's why.

Lucy/Dustin

[lucillefer]

[1] to be in the body
[2] in the moment
[3] and use it to exert pure will
[4] it's a kind of magic maybe